Ray Charles, "What'd I Say". Love it! I got to know staff first, of course, starting with receptionist staff. They got to know me in order to call my module to let them know I had arrived. "Module 2, Mrs Fields is here". I got to know my dialysis tech. I realized the nurses rotated. Some of them. And yeah, some techs rotated. I still don't know the method to determine how some techs are assigned permanently to modules and others permanently rotate. And I clearly have no clue what happens on Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday. I digress.
Nicole Henry, "Waters of March". Starts out with her and a guitar, then the band comes in. Jazzy. I have coming to the clinic since November 2012. Some people would engage me in conversation while waiting to be called. No one seemed particularly friendly, but neither did I. Plus I was on third shift. Last in last out. It all changed when I was switched to first shift.
Ok first shift wasn't a party, but the patients were more vocal and friendly. In addition to meeting the people in my module on my shift, I got to know people in my module on second shift. Because I was still last in last out in my module for my shift. Lol. But I also got to know module 1 and 5 people because I pass them to get to my module 6 (I have no idea how these modules got numbered. It makes no sense to me). I greet and get greeted when I walk by staff and patients. I also greet shift 2 people, inside the treatment area and the reception area. I get a lot of, "Hey Baby". Lol.
I notice when I haven't seen some nurses or techs in a while. I'll ask if they're alright. You know I'll do the same with patients. Like today. Old dude isn't here. He's recently been using a wheelchair. He's back in the hospital. I'm concerned. A few months ago, he left via stretcher. He is always pleasant. We still try to race to see who leaves first, but he gets off first. Lol. Lady with big bun is back, but she's been hospitalized. :( That leaves me, my partner, saggy pants guy and big guy doing ok. For now. Remember we lost sweet old lady in January. :(
Isaac Hayes, "Joy". Shift 2 has been missing people. Wheelchair lady with access on her thigh has been missing. The other lady that can hit Defcon one in 2 seconds has been missing. I asked about them today. Wheelchair lady died. *sigh*. Defcon lady is back in the hospital again. It seems she's hospitalized every 2-3 weeks. :( In addition, old dude with glasses had died early this year. 3 deaths in my module on 2 shifts since January. I get that I don't have additional health concerns...diabetes, heart issues, lupus, cancer....but ESRD has exacerbated these conditions in dialysis patients. I'm losing people I care about to ESRD. They are my dialysis family.
That being said, we all soldier on and live our lives the best we can. We still laugh and greet each other. We still joke around and support each other. We let each other know we care. We may not be there the next day.
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